The Question of Virginity

One cold and rainy night, a girl and guy got so drunk and decided, since they thought they were already mature enough, to spend the night together in the same hotel room together to save money.

After having a small talk, things suddenly got out of hand. They guy lunged at the girl, his hands all over her breasts.

The girl, having no experience in such acts, was surprised at now her body reacted tothe unexpected groping: her back arched, her eyes rolled upwards, and a soft moan escaped her moist lips. She was barely aware of her toes curling in anticipation.

The guy was not surprised by this reaction. He felt that they have been exchanging unspoken words throughout the night.

The girl moistened her lips once more, barely noticing the guy unbuttoning her thin white blouse.

The guy felt like a kid carefully unwrapping a fragile Christmas gift. He already knew what he was about to see, having gone through several hidden camera recordings of the girl taking long baths - baths where the girl curiously explored her body. It was an ingenious idea of his, being the girl's landlord.

The girl, who was a nursing student at the city's biggest hospital, spent her weekdays at a boarding house nearby. The girl and her boardmates just received their month's allowances from their parents and decided to have a weekend getaway to celebrate the end of an exam thatthey prepared for four weeks, getting by with barely three hours of sleep each night, a bowl of instant noodles twice a day, half a pack of cigarettes everyday, and replenishing their caffeine levels every couple of hours or so.

The young landlord was fortunate enough to be in the living room to overhear the girls planning this excursion. He gently knocked onthe girl's room where the boarders were having the discussion. The girl jumped up and opened the door to find the handsome landlord grinning awkwardly. The girl, having a soft spot for the kind landlord who gave her a leeway to temporarily skip a month's pay for rent, took the cue and invited the landlord to join them in the outing.

As the guy peeled off the girl's push-up bra, he thought that she didn't really need the extra boost; she already looked very ripe... and excited for what's to come.

As he laid the girl back, he ran his big hands down the length of the girl's thighs. He felt the smooth skin break into goose pimples.

The girl let out another soft moan, which seemed to encourage the guy more. She clutched the bedsheets and clenched her jaws to prevent her housemates in teh other rooms to overhear her.

The guy seemed to know which buttons to press, which parts to caress, and which parts to run his adventurous tongue over. The girl loved it all!

As the last of the girl's clothes was thrown unceremoniously to the floor, the guy kneeled on top of the gir, admiring the girl's ample breasts. He then took off his own clothes, and lay on top of the girl.

The girl felt the first few stabs of fear. She dismissed this as simply part of the experience. She breathed into the guy's ear and felt his manhood trying to break into her. She desisted the urge toreciprocate by pulling her hips back and closing her legs. The feeling of his manhood on her skin brought little of her senses back to reality.
The guy then licked her ear, down her neck, along the collarbone and thorugh her cleavage, and she was sent back to the clouds. She has never felt so hot on such a cold night. The apex of her thighs felt like it was on fire!
He was onhis hands and knees, back arched to reach her navel. Her midsection jerked as his tongue quickly dipped in and out her belly button. He then ran his tongue downwards again, searching, exploring, anticipating the moment when he finds what he's looking for.

As he moved lower, he put his hands on her hips. He pressed the tip of his sharp nose, a feature he inherited from his Spanish ancestors, into the girl's flower.

A louder moan escaped from teh girl. She pulled on the corner of the blanket and bit into it to prevent making another sound.

He was please with this. He tried toput his index finger inside and the girl squiremed. He gave her a moment to adjust to the sensation, then resumed theplay.

He inserted another finger, and her eyes flashed as pain registered. She felt as if something was tearing inside! She couldn't help but gasp in agony.

The girl wriggled out of the guy's grasp and sat at one corner of the bed, wrapped in the blanket that she was biting earlier.

Only once question kept going through her mind: was she still a virgin, half a virgin, or not a virgin any longer?

So Tired

I so hate my job right now. Notice that it's been almost a year since I last touched this blog. I can't believe that much time has already passed. Maybe at some point in this career I enjoyed my work. But now every call causes migraine, every customer is so freaking me out. My only consolation is that I have such good friends and very open supervisors.

Love life is sucky at the moment. It's not like I want to get laid right away (yeah, right) but I need someone to fill in the hole in my life. I so envy one of my supervisors. He is already infatuated with someone (don't ask me, he won't disclose the name of his lady-love).

Ooh! Cutie over there!

Gotta go! ^_^

First Date Butterflies

It's not like that... first date, you know... uhm...

Last Friday was the last day of our Academy Bay. After sleeping for 5 hours, I brought my mom to Ayala for the most affordable Japanese food I have ever experienced. Sorry, though, I forgot the name of the restaurant.

After my mom boarded the ship going to Cagayan de Oro, I went straight home to prepare for another date: with my batch!

We went to The Crossroads, into a bar which Jaeger simply detests (nyahahaha!) Ron even said he saw a couple of guys making out in the restroom! And just to prove someone's point, I SAW 3 guys dancing on the floor among themselves! I mean, can anyone be more promiscuous than THAT?!

'Nuff said. Let's hop on...

Next bar is Vudu. It's supposed to be the hippest, swankiest, most IN bar in town (that is if you don't mind second-hand smoke). The place was literally filled with cigarette smoke. If you're a smoker, you can just walk in, take a deep breath, and step out. Good luck to your lungs...

Now, it's 11:33am CST. There's a low volume of calls. I'm already live on the floor. This is the "date" I was talking about. It's like the first day of work for the 3rd time!

Now I have to go the the restroom. I need to puke...

All Huffs... No Puffs... *sigh*...

Drained... Tired... Sleep... Zzzzzzz...

After a week's work on floor, I'm a little more confident that I can make it through this call-center business. But don't take my word for it. You should try it yourself also! Satisfying an irate customer is the best experience I've had for the past 5 years.

But now that the week has come to an end, Jaeger and I were wondering what to do. Spend... not to spend... Ah. Here comes the clincher: my stomach!

I guess everybody who knows me well knows that when I want a specific food, I -NEED- to get it! Otherwise, I'll drive them mad until I get what I want! Nyahahaha! For tonight, it's PIZZA!

Oh yeah! Mozzarella, bacon, ham, pepperoni, beef, all on top of a thick crust... simply scrumptious~! For about thirty minutes, I felt I was in heaven - Pig's Heaven, that is! I really, really, really love pigging out in Pizza Hut! It's the core of my being, the center of my universe, the soul of my body, the voice in my head, it's... it's...

Ahem! Got a bit carried away there. Ahem.

Where was I?

Oh, yes.

With nothing to do, here comes my Harry Potter to the rescue! Out of nowhere, he just texts me and says, "Insert mo sun mo". Wat da hel is dat?! Oh, right. Gotcha!

The first time we talked Sun cellular - to - Sun cellular, I literally drained the battery of my fully-charged Sony Ericsson phone! I mean, Mommy Leah saw me talking on the phone on her way out, and by the time she got back, I'm still talking with Kuya Pic! I mean, Haller! I'm enjoying myself! So what?! Hehehehehe...

So now all I want for Christmas is to be with my friends. What's the connectment? Toink!

My Friends, My World

I guess everybody will agree on this one: our -World- is our -Friends-. Right? Right.

Being a loner, a "wallflower" for those who can relate, is kind of good, in a manner of speaking. You get to know yourself, qualify on your own which is the right and which is the wrong thing to say, think or do. You get to judge others without the back-fire (nyahahahaha). And best of all, you enter a stage of calmness [...apathy] whenever one of your acquaintances (nope, not friends) fail, or damn miss failing.

On the other hand, you only have "close acquaintances" (notice how I avoid the "friend" word...) that you open your mind (part, not all) to. A normal loner (is there such a thing?!) will only be seen with one -acquaintance-, or none at all. A normal loner also thinks at the same time as he speaks (says who?!). See?

My cure for the - Socially-challenged - syndrome? Face your fears; Live your dreams (No, I didn't buy Nikes!) I worked at McDonald's for almost four years.

That period was the most exciting (so far) years of my life. Knowing others; others knowing you; people greeting you on the road, while you shop (window-shop, actually), on your work... the simple things. The things I almost missed out. Almost.

Thanks to my friends, my world opened up to another dimension. Guys, this one's for you!

For those who want to know my -friends-, click here! ^_^

A Moment to Breathe

Ahhh... at last, we're given breathing time after all the studying and exams and all that. We just finished our last written exam, and hopefully, all of us passed with ample margin of error. Mind you, 85% of a sixty-item test is a bit too much, but we did our best (cross fingers ^_^).

Now that after-effects of the exam are making themselves comfortable in the pit of my stomach. I NEED A SMOKE!

(5 minutes later...)
Shit! Exam results are in! Hahahaha! No life-line used! I passed the exam with only 5 mistakes (9 mistakes, and you're out)!

Ahhh... I passed, I passed, I passed... Ahhh...

Now for the smoke...

Spread the Joy!

Yep! It's Christmas!

Nope, I'm not giving away gifts!

I'm talking about DANCING! Oh, yeah, simply one of my favorite activities.

I went to Cagayan for a short visit to my mom. That short visit is days and 1 night. It's because, if worst comes to worst, my batchmates and I can't go home for Christmas, then at least we got tot visit our families even for a few days.

So I came back here in Cebu with my Playstation and dance Pad. My "Cebu Family" we're so excited, they tried dancing right away!

And Mommy Leah was such a fast learner, she got the hang of dancing in just a few rounds!

Daddy Jaeger was so smooth on the dance pad, it made me want to cry - with laughter! Nyahahaha! He was a total dork!

Now, here's a new member of the family, Lorelei. She's kinda like a little sis to me. Little becuase she's petite! Oh, she's older than me. 'Nuff said.

She's also good with the dance pad. She has grace that can scare away anyone nearby! She keeps on pounding the dance pad with her tiny feet! Hahaha!

Wish Ate Kim's here. I can imagine her falling on her butt and saying, "Fuck you, dance pad!" We miss you, Kim! Love you!

Nice Pick-up Lines

Hey guys! I'm collecting good pick-up lines for everybody's use. If you know of any good lines, put it in the comments link, and I'll add it in this posting. Of course, you will be credited for this "good deed"...

Need some help in looking for Mr./Ms. Perfect, or are you willing to go for Mr./Ms Right Now? Want some silly one-liners, conversation openers, or plain, stupid pick-up lines? Then, click HERE.

*Disclaimer: Author is not responsible for any physical, emotional, or any and all forms of injury inflicted to the reader for use of any and all of these lines to another person and/or animal.

Author is especially thankful to the author of the website http://linesthataregood.com/. I would like to add his own disclaimers (linesthataregood.com's disclaimers are edited to fit this site. Some disclaimers were deleted because this author doesn't see the need for those items)...

Disclaimers:
1. Any attempt to rebroadcast this page without the express written consent of Major League Baseball, the Anaheim Angels, and the Atlanta Braves is strictly prohibited (Implied oral consent is insufficient).
2. Additional effort was made to ensure that the lines contained within these hallowed pages are gender-neutral. Attempts were made to ensure that this site could be considered an Equal Opportunity Offender.
3. This site is not complete. It needs your submission.
4. Remember, failure is not an option. If you get shot down, try another line. If that fails, try again. Failing that, you obviously never learned the most important lesson from all of your years of schooling: never try.

Story of My Life

Ever felt like everybody's pushing you towards some place that you don't really want to go, but still, they force you to? I just hate that. Why do they have super-high expectations from me? I'm just human, like them! And whenever I fail to meet their demands, I just stand there, eyes down, expressionless. I'm so stupid!

NUMB

Linkin Park

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

Feeling so faithless lost under the surface

Don't know what you're expecting of me

Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

Can't you see that you're smothering me

Holding too tightly afraid to lose control

Cause everything that you thought I would be

Has fallen apart right in front of you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

Every step that I take is another mistake to you

(Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow)

And every second I waste is more than I can take

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

And I know

I may end up failing too

But I know

You were just like me with someone disappointed in you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I've become so tired so much more aware

I'm becoming this all I want to do

Is be more like me and be less like you

[Chorus]

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

I've become so numb I can't feel you there

I'm tired of being what you want me to be

No Love Life? This is my "Only Hope"

Only Hope

Switchfoot

There's a song that's inside of my soul

It's the one that I've tried to write

over and over again

I'm awake in the infinite cold

But you sing to me over and over and over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

Sing to me the song of the stars

Of your galaxy dancing and laughing

and laughing again

When it feels like my dreams are so far

Sing to me of the plans that you have

for me over again

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

I give you my destiny

I'm giving you all of me

I want your symphony

Singing in all that I am

At the top of my lungs I'm giving it back

So I lay my head back down

And I lift my hands

And pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I pray to be only yours

I know now you're my only hope

Some Questions from a Friend

This was a spam sent by one of my batchmates in PeopleSupport as a spam. His name is Richard Rene Bunalos (hoi iho, starring ka na, o diba??? PORNSTAR ka talaga!)

For those who like the questions and answer them themselves, just copy, paste, and erase my answers. Go Spammers! Hehehe...

Here goes...

1. First Name: francis israel (never call me israel if you dont want to die!)
2. Were you named after anyone? st. francis of assissi, who simply loves animals.
3. Do you wish on stars? i dunno, everytime a shooting star appears, a picture of someone just pops into my mind. is that considered a wish?
4. When did you last cry? september 27. dont ask...
5. Do you like your handwriting? of course! though sometimes, people think my notes were written by my girlfriend *sighs*
6. What is your favorite lunch meat? lunch meat? as in luncheon meat? diba it's a meat that doesnt have a category? hmmm...
7. What is your birth date? march 12 1983
8. What is your most embarrassing CD? uh... embarrassing? toink... ay! a walk to remember! bought that simply because of the switchfoot version of "only hope"... very sweet! and it's unplugged!
9. If you were another person, would YOU be friends with you? most probably... not. i'd be in another country if i were another person. o diba?!
10. Are you a daredevil? i'm the devil... will you dare me?!
11. Have you ever told a secret you swore not to tell? there are only 2 kinds of secrets: ONE THAT'S NOT WORTH KEEPING AND ONE THAT'S TOO GOOD TO KEEP!
12. Do looks matter? not really. but if you have deep pockets or fat wallets, then we'll get along just fine! FOOD TRIIIIP!
13. How do you release anger? hmm.. release is such a... something... word. parang green noh? i'm trained to disregard or compartmentalize my emotions. as in trained talaga.
14. Where is your second home? cagayan de oro. now, i'm trying to get used to cebu as my second home.
15. Do you trust others easily? yeah. my bad...
16. What was your favorite toy as a child? hmmm... do dildos qualify? toy din naman yun ah. joke3! legos. stirs your imagination.
17. What class in high school do you think was totally useless? home econ. why should we learn how to sew a polo when we can buy naman? and cooking? i'm only good at eating!
18. Do you have a journal? yep. sorta. www.frankleefrankly.blogspot.com. visit na lang if you dare!
19. Do you use sarcasm a lot? not really. only when i'm really ticked. and usually the one i speak to like that ends up scratching his own head. dumb, dumb, dummy dumb...
23. Would you bungee jump? ahhh the thrill... of course!
24. Do you untie your shoes when you take them off? nah. but if i can't pull my foot out, what choice do i have?
26. Do you think that you are strong? strong... in what sense *blush*... hehehe strong and active: imagination only!
27. What's your favorite ice cream? sorry it's not really favorite... more like DELIRIOUSLY OBSESSED: rocky road, choco marble, cookies and cream. chocolate's the only substitute for sex, right? nyahahahaha!
28. Shoe size? i dont take note of my shoe size. i dont want to get scared and i dont want to scare anyone!
29. RED/PINK? pwede blue? black? yellow? hindi???
30. What is your least favorite thing about yourself? darn, my hair attracts too much attention... dammit!
31. Who do you miss most? eeyore of whinnie the pooh... "i just need a hug..."
32. Do you want everyone you send this to send it back? of course, with complete answers!
33. What color pants and shoes are you wearing right now? brown penshoppe cargo pants and white nike cross-trainers (sinali ba naman ang brand...)
34. What are you listening to right now? for the moment the fairies have gone, so there is no buzzing in my head. ugong ng aircon.
35. Last thing you ate? tahoooo~!
36. If you were a crayon, what color would you be? black. you cant go wrong with the color. sa iba there are baby something, light something, dirty something, daming categories. ay may coffee black, midnight black, ebony black, charcoal black nga pala noh? hehehe
37. What is the weather like right now? how would i know? my office is in the basement! hehehe joke lang, sunny to partly cloudy with no expected rain showers nor thunderstorms.
38. first person you talked to on the phone? today? none. "NOBODY LOVES ME..." but the other day, on our first day of nesting, i talked to this kind lady, her name was Carolyn. very sexy voice!
39. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? hair. god, i'm so obsessed, aren't i?
40. Do you like the person who sent this to you? yes if he stops singing. joke3!
42. Favorite Drink? mug rootbeer and vodka ice.
43. Favorite Sport? badminton. hey, dont you raise your brows like that!
44. Hair Color? mahogany brown, thanks to my mom who bought the wrong color for her own hair.
45. Eye Color? dark brown to black. depends on my mood eh. it's possible noh!
46. Do you wear contacts? wish ko lang.. wild eyes contacts such as cat's eyes, 8-ball, smiley, fire, and white-out! kung pwede pa nga, yung spiral... i think the item name was hypnotize... wild eyes is a brand.
47. ???? o, what kind of question is this? ah okay. eh di "!!!!"
48. Favorite Food? PIZZA!!! no doubt. quote from teenage mutant ninja turtles: "ninja pizza... pizza that vanish without a trace..."
49. Last Movie You Watched? before i left cagayan, i watched spiderman2. love the plot!
50. Favorite Day Of The Year? my birthday sucks. march 12 is a day na ubos na ang sweldo. so can i put "pay days" here? ay, christmas bonus=13th month pay... december 1!
51. Scary Movies Or Happy Endings? um... i prefer fantasy movies, so both yun diba?
52. Summer Or Winter? hah! wish ko lang there's winter here in the phils. i have no choice on this one, right?!
53. Hugs or Kisses? i'm a cuddler, so hugs. i also love nibbling ears, so it doesnt qualify as kiss... right?
54. ???? o, eto na naman cya... sige na nga... here goes: "!!!!"
55. What Is Your Favorite Dessert? brazo de mercedes! leche flan! (iba na ang pinoy, because tayo'y latang pinoy [the filipino can])
56. Who Is Most Likely To Respond? one way to find out, right?
57. Who Is Least Likely To Respond? again, one way to find out.
58. Living Arrangements? hmm... i'm single, available and negotiable, so i'm living in an apartment. of course with co-workers, pero it's not a hassle. we have a house rule about *blush* THAT...
59. What Books Are You Reading? expedia manuals, unfortunately. last book i read was the prequel of the da vinci code, it's "angels and demons" by dan brown.
60. What's On Your Mouse Pad? toink, we dont even have a mouse pad.
61. ??? at least tatlo na lang cya. okay, i'll bite... "!!!"
62. What Did You Watch Last night? i slept early eh. so i tuned in to my dream monitor. hehehe
63. Favorite Smells: my cologne. sooo sexy! hehehe... CIGARETTES! though for that, i should be the smoker.
64. Rolling Stones or Beatles? what's that? i dont even know these things...
65. Country or Rock? rock kung alternative. country kung mga modern singers. pero i really prefer adult alternative.
66. Favorite singer? me. o diba, love yourself? nyahahahaha

Reality Bites

This sucks. It's been almost a month now since I moved to Cebu. Just a few minutes ago, I realized tht I miss everybody I know in Cagayan de Oro.

But why did it take me 21 days (still 21?! It feels like I've been here for months!) to miss everybody? Does it reflect negatively on me?

Stupid me. A person can't think about this kind of thing if he's still busy thinking about his financial situation.

Oh, no! That reminds me, I don't have money left! How am I going to Cagayan for a visit? I might not be able to go home for Christmas, so this is the only time that I have to visity my mom.

But then again, if I stay here while [the cats] are away, what would [the mouse] do?

*Blush* Hey not that one!

*Burp* Yep! That's the one - FOOD TRIP! Yeah, baby! Bring it on! Woo~h!